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| today was supposed to be my first day at work. but i quit when i reported for work. hahaha omg it was freaking scary like i didn't know how to face my supervisor, i thought she was gonna scream at me or something so i called my mom along for help. but when i think about it now, it actually is quite funny. hahaha i fired my boss on the first day at work!!!! i deserve a prize, seriously.
well i quit cuz i got a much better job offer just this morning. IT IS AWESOME. although the pay might not be as good, it is awesome. i mean, i already got to see a surgery on the first day!!!! and going to see another one tmrw. i. am. so. excited.
okay guys gotta write my case notes now.
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| hehehehe i am employed with a good pay at a good location and with good working hours!!!! hahaha it's awesome i start work at 12pm and end at 5.30pm lovvit! plus it's at Paragon! :) starting work next Monday so i'm gonna bum around for a few more days. it's good that i finally found work or else i'll be roaming the shops with my mummy and chalking up huge credit card bills. ever since i got my card (which was around 4 days ago), i spent like $1xxx. it eez horriblez i'm gonna end up with huge debts and turn into a pauper. ooh on a happier note, i finally bought Juicy Couture velour pants!!! yay. and i really need a new wallet.................
okay gonna go for driving now!
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| sigh as i slowly start turning nocturnal, everybody else is becoming more normal. sleeping early (something i used to do), going back early, stuff like that. i suddenly realise the dire state of unemployment i am in. sobz it is terrible. :( i don't have office politics to talk about. i can't complain about how tired i am. i can't whine about spending too much money on lunch. sigh. and it's hard working for my dad. usually he's not in the office i go to cuz he runs around a few offices but when he's there, it's like hell. i mean, okay he's a perfectionist and he believes that everybody can read his mind and knows exactly what he wants. when i just arrived home around 11, he just blasted me about the inadequate cheques i wrote in the morning and how was i to know the style of cheques that he wants!!!!! sigh now i know why people can't stand working for him. and okay, maybe i am a little picky about the type of job that i want but i really don't wanna pass my days doing something really boring, like sales or something like that. okay but looking on the bright side, i have a huge project in my hands that i really wanna do well but the only problem is that i can't understand the Italian guy when he speaks!!! :/
okay since i have this insomnia thing going on, i shall post pictures from way back:
 yay happy days when everybody was unemployed haha i feel like the biggest bummer ever.  such a pretty picture right??? i'm a good photog. :)  Ripley's Believe it or not  may be my school... maybe not????? okay gonna watch Run's House now. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| hello hellooooooooooo! i'm currently at my dad's office, pretending to be extremely busy because i am typing so furiously on this keyboard. hahaha it's quite fun actually. people actually think that i'm really busy and they've decided not to bother me. okay so my mom woke me up at an ungodly hour of 9am this morning to come to the office! i was so annoyed when i woke up. so i've been writing cheques, printing forms and sending out letters. now i shall go look for a proper job.
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| i'm back home baby.
London's an amazing city but it's really not a place that i wanna live in for 5/6 years. but beggars can't be choosers so we'll see. :) oh i was supposed to come back a few days later but London's just terribly polluted with cigarette smoke so i caught an earlier flight back. sorry but i'm really intolerant of smokers and their smoke.
shopping was good though! i indulged further in my bag collecting hobby. haha bought a Chanel and Miu Miu. oh we shopped so much in Harrods that i am now a Harrods rewards member haha.
i'm gonna have to start on my Aussie applications now. at least it's much nearer to home than the UK. sigh i'm quite stressed about my (bleak) future now. i don't know what my second choice would be...
to send or not to send. that is the question.
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| hey ya'll!! i've been in London for two days now. weather's pretty good here, just a little too windy. it really isn't as cold as the news says. all the mega chain stores are having crazy sales now!!! i haven't paid Topshop a little visit but from what i see from the facade of the Oxford St store, i'm gonna have a blast there. :)
going to Harrods tmrw! and Imperial interview the day after. and UCL next. then King's. i need all the luck, charm and wit that i can get!!! hopefully everything goes well!!!!
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| omg watching Greatest American Dog now!!!! it's such an amazing show!!!!! the maltese on the show looks exactly like Lukkie and he freaking just sat still while an elephant was charging towards him! omg malteses are so amazing i knew it all along. :) oh let me share some more stories about my baby Lukkie. today i brought him for a walk at Botanics and if you go to Botanics quite often, you'd know that there's a bloody fierce cat there. so today Lukkie was just being all fierce and loud again and he decided to start barking at that fierce cat. normally he'd just walk past without even acknowledging her presence but today.... he made the WRONG CHOICE. hahaha it was so funny actually. the cat just sat there with her back arched and she was hissing like crazy. so Lukkie decided to act like a real dog and tried to bite her BUT that damn cat just took an even bigger swipe right back at my baby! and Lukkie was so shocked cuz NOBODY ever fought back at him before. NOBODY. i mean, he even attacked a Great Dane before and that poor dog was scared to death. so my poor baby was left dazed and confused and he begged me to carry him for the rest of the journey. haha and when he came back home, he insisted that i put on his raincoat for him, i don't know why though, extra armour???? oh by the way, Lukkie's around 2kg hahaha
first driving lesson today! omg so fun! :) and i was so impressive that i got a provisional license already! gonna vroom vroom on the roads baby, watch out Singapore!!!! yay can't wait.
okay time for serious business tmrw. wish me luck! :) | | comments: Leave a comment |
| had a nice little gathering with my kool klassmates just now :) until Martin chased me away cuz he refused to drink more water/play mahjong. :( omg spending too much on cab nowadays its crazyyyyyy. and only after a few trips back home from Ion did i realise that i have to pay 3 bucks on top of the normal flag-down fee cuz it's town area!!! ugh my ride could have been less than 5 bucks. and this gives me further motivation to drive drive drive asap!!!!
oh Japan was so awesome for skiing!!! i think i am a natural at it. :D
but then i decided to get too confident after a few rounds at the beginner's slope and i went further up the mountain where it was damn steep and i tumbled down the slope quite horribly... ooh but snowmobile was fun!
but i still prefer jetskis!!!
i wish i weren't so fickle-minded. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| hello hello my friends! I AM BACK. haha Japan was awesome but i spent too much time missing home, especially my fuzzy fwens. Hokkaido was so freaking cold and i am painfully reminded that London will be the same or maybe worse.
i like Japanese costumes. :)
okay my dad is back so i can hitch a free ride to town and meet my girlies!!!! hahahaha okay sorry i know May's gonna explode cuz i'm late!!! | | comments: 7 comments or Leave a comment |
| i have decided to be an early riser today by waking up at 9am omg. i'm gonna settle all my appointments and work stuff before tmrw so i can have a stress-free X'mas day. :) i have been so busy since after A levels doing a whole lot of crap, some good and some bad. good: passed my BTT! bad: unspeakable. and wow... the year is really coming to an end. can you even believe it??? i'm finally done with uniforms and rigid timetables! just yesterday my mom was telling her friends about me being an adult now, you know that talk. and i was just thinking that i'm really not ready for adulthood yet. it just seems so... scary. if i really go overseas next year, i'd have to be totally independent. applying for telephone lines, bank accounts and other things that adults do. ugh hate being such a wimp.
this year has not been too great for me. getting shitass teachers, losing a huge amount of trust in people, losing "friends". i mean, i certainly regarded that person as a friend and it was just shocking when things just explode into your face like that. i didn't know you saw me as someone who was always going against you and "out to get you" until i was told about it. but anyway, it is over now and if you still see me as a bitch, so be it. i just hope you stop being so two-faced by pretending to send your "sincere" apologies when you're actually still bitching about me behind my back. that's just low.
but the worst event in this year has to be losing my Princess. not a single day passes that i do not stop to think of Bella. i don't know... i just really, really miss her so damn much to the point that my heart just wrenches up into a tight ball and skips too many beats, literally. i guess this must be how it feels when one loses someone so close and dear. i pray for you every single day, Bella; for you to be happy wherever you are and for us to be reunited one day. i was very touched when my brother told me a few days ago that he was thinking to do a tattoo of Bella when he turns 18, just to always remember her. that's how much Bella means to my entire family cuz she really touched our lives in so many ways. and he very graciously invited me to do it together with him. i think we probably will do it together, even though i don't need a tattoo to remember my baby at all. every detail of her face is still clearly etched in my mind, every droop of her eyelids and that mole on her upper lip that bears an uncanny resemblance to mine. i love you so much Bella; wherever you are, please be safe.
Christmas day tmrw... can't wait to meet up with the people i love. i'm leaving for Japan on the 26th, will only be back next year. so have a Happy New Year ya'll. you know i love you xoxo | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| hi i am back from Phuket with a horrible burn and i kinda look like a crab cake now. but it was fun! and exciting.
okay i will post just a few pictures from the trip to end the picture drought over on this page... heh
yay ATV!!! haha i like :)
until i crashed into a bush. and the bush contained a fucking ant hole. omg so sad :( and i got a wound as shown above.
JET SKI!!!!!!! vroom vroom vroom we drove all the way to some island to snorkel. and then all the way to the waters around the airport to watch the planes. it was really cool.
when i brought my smelly babies down to the pool and for a walk to Tanglin to see the X'mas lights:
sooooooo tired now despite all the massages i got in Phuket. i think it might be the champagne. there was a daily sunset cocktail party = free flow of champagne omg! the holiday season is further reason for me to indulge in my champagne addiction.
okay so i kinda got all my UK interviews. i know this should be really good news but i really don't feel excited or happy or whatever at all. the thought of spending up to a month in London just scares me. even when my momma is going along with me. sigh don't feel like going.............
flying off to Japan in a few days! xoxo | | comments: Leave a comment |
| tonight is mambo night!!!!! but! i am not going BECAUSE i am so tired. worn out. dead-beat. fatigued. weary. whatever. PLUS i knocked my head against some stupid glass panel just now so i have a giant bump on my head and there was BLOOD. so i panicked like hell. my mom didn't make it any better cuz she then told me that her uncle hit his head on an aircon and he passed away within 24h. RIP. i don't wanna die yet.......................... :(
so tmrw's Sentosa trip does not seem very possible now. what if i die suddenly in the midst of playing volleyball?!?! omg weirdest death ever. sigh as i am typing this, the words are fading in and out and i feel my mind spinning. actually, i think i am imagining things. i can't get myself to study for my BTT. BORINGGGGGGGG. does anybody know if one can pass BTT without actually studying for it?!?! :/ mine's like next Tues or something.
OH I AM GOING TO PHUKET THIS FRI. MY BEACH PARADISE!!!!!! i am so going to master wakeboarding and parasailing and get the most gorgeous tan ever. that is, if i don't die within 24h. sigh stupid glass panel. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| omg hi everyone!!!!! had a crazy weekend and Sunday is recuperation time. :) moving, shopping, shopping, marc jacobs party (love that gold dress!), great dance tracks, free flow of champagne yummy, bryan boy!!!!!!! helipad........................... dead beat.
going to the Shang for brunch now!!! party all week long at my new place ya'll! :)
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omg Chanel Jade!!!! i want!!!!!!! anyway packing like crazy now my house is a mess. can't wait to move out!!!!!!! 5 mins from Orchard, here i come! plus my new bedroom is DOPE. i will take pichurez and show ya'll the dopiest bedroom of all time. OF ALL TIME. (hahaha channeling my inner Kanye West) | | comments: Leave a comment |
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| hullooooooooooooo i am back from Sentosa. it was raining. what an awesome trip. anyway i really need to complain about the horrible food and service in SG restaurants now!!!!!! so just now we were chilling at the Siloso beach cafe with my doggies, and we have been sitting there for more than 2 hours when the IDIOTIC waitress decided that dogs were "strictly not allowed" in her cafe. seriously wtffffffff. after fricking 2 hours and then you fricking decide that you "strictly" do not allow dogs?!?!?! so i threw the money for the drinks into her stinking face and we went to search for another lunch place. argh annoying. and there's this new Chinese place at Ion called Taste Paradise. i seriously HATE IT when waitresses try to recommend some dish to you and that dish is ALWAYS the most expensive on the menu. like the waitress just kept "highly recommending" some soup that she called sea whelk soup. so i was like okay, i like sea whelk. and BOOM, when the soup came, it was like 80% shark's fin. ugh i have sworn off shark's fin after the scuba diving trip years ago! so i was pissed.
okay sorry for bitching so much but i think its PMS. oh! on a happier note, i bought the most comfortable pair of heels EVER yesterday. i have never worn such comfy heels before! so happy :) and i am officially employed now. hah! what an awesome first step to adulthood.
i wanna go on a beach holiday!!!! SG is so gloomy and wet nowadays, it's depressing. so luckily my dad has decided not to go to Shanghai the week after next, so that leaves time for my beach paradise! i think i'll get so angry every single day that i'm in China. ugh. oh i need to buy super furry boots for my Japan trip. and i think i saw Uggs at Steve Madden. hahaha i want a pair of Uggs!!!! (no matter how fugly they are)
and some good news... yours truly is going to London next Jan!!!! hehehehehe :) | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| okay, so just a few days ago i was whining about having no dress for prom. so after days of intense shopping, i ended up with not one, not two but THREE dresses. i was feeling so high and happy after buying so many things but after i sat down to chill for a little while, i realised how horrible this situation is! that means i have a major dilemma choosing which dress to wear now. and ugh, i felt so disgusted with myself for splurging so much on everything. trust me, you wouldn't wanna know how much... BUT! after thinking it through and listening to words of wisdom from my beloved mommy, i decided, why bother sticking to one dress when you can wear one, two, three, four or many more?! hahaha so i'm gonna wear all three! okay maybe not three, cuz i'm not feeling too hot about the Laundry one anymore. so it's all cool now. :) hahaha can't believe i just wrote so seriously about such a frivolous situation.
anyway! watched New Moon yesterday!!!!!!!!!!! omg i have found my man in Jacob Black. i seriously don't understand all the hype about Edward Cullen. Team Jacob all the way!!!!!! okay gonna finish reading Eclipse and Breaking Dawn TODAY. :) but not without going car-shopping with my dad l8r!!! :D
hope you guys are having a great time as well. xoxo | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
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| YESSSSSAAAAAA FREEDOM IS NOT OVERRATED.
Christmas Carol is such a lousy movie by the way. it was so scary that i cannot sleep now. so i'm watching The City to pass time... lovvit!
anyway i went to sign up for driving at CDC today!!!!!!! omg hahaha the person asked me if i was in the hurry to get my license and i was like YES TOTALLY. so i signed up for the speedy course so i can have my first practical lesson on 14th Jan! (actually i can have it earlier but i'll only be back in Jan... sigh) omg vroom vroom can't wait to get my car! :D haha i kinda like scared the receptionist off by booking 4 lessons on 4 consecutive days in a week haha i think Ubi will be my second home. the BTT looks relatively easy but Advanced Theory looks kinda... tough.
Super Shopping Spree tmrw!!! :)
I On Orchard EVERYDAY from now. ok will be a conscientious student and study for my BTT now. did i mention that i'm super excited about getting my car?!?!?!?! :D | | comments: Leave a comment |
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| omg yesterday was so effed up i shan't think about it anymore. so after the stupid paper, i went to this super cool blood type restaurant and it was so boom like everything you ate was according to your blood type. haha but i still had damn unhealthy beef steak though. anyway this blood type thingy doesn't really make sense cuz i'm supposed to have super strong immune system but wth it's the total opposite.
actually i feel kinda bad about consuming so much traditional chinese herbs and stuff during this exam period cuz my parents insist that i must eat them and they go out to buy SO MUCH ginseng, worms and other insects that they can find. and they're so bloody expensive so the most ironic part is that they haven't been doing very much at all, it's quite sad.
yay gonna sign up for driving next monday. and i emailed Samantha Thavasa but no reply :( sigh why do we have to work so hard to fulfil our dreams? sigh hello CSM in London or New York....
bitchy bitchy blogpost after exams cuz someone insists that i am a bitch. :) | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| i aboslutely refuse to discuss the ongoing A level examinations because they have been nothing short of frightening for me. absolutely ghastly and unimaginable. i cannot conceive the idea of ANYBODY wanting to go through this. who even thought of such an idea?! i imagine him to be a fat, lumpy, saggy, evil (definitely) and disgusting man. who looks like a nipple. okay no idea why but yeah he would look like a nipple.
anyway i have decided that exams are full of shit and i have no use for a piece of paper that would constantly remind me of the crappy grades that i am going to get. so i have rationally decided to forsake my ex-dream and move on to a more realistic one instead. but i will still work hard for the remaining papers because i need to regain my confidence and remind myself that i am not that stupid.
but i cannot wait for 3rd Dec. and until then, anybody who mentions "bell curve" to me ever again will die a horrible death.
PS: i am soooooooo pissed cuz i cannot stalk Obama around this weekend when he is here cuz of stupid Econs. he is my ultimate idol!!!!!!! | | comments: Leave a comment |
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